Be Yourself

So if you knew me before I knew Jesus, you've got to be thinking that I am positively nuts... ok, and if not then I'm thinking it. You know what "to front" means, right? Well, that's what I did up until the point God loved me enough to be myself. There aren't that many people who are loved like that, obviously. Where did the idea to not act like yourself become a reaction to a stimulus? I love my husband dearly, so why does he feel the need to act for me? It's all one big act, or at least it feels that way. Tony, be yourself. I love you always, and we're not in a game... we're in a marriage. You want me to lose some? Ok, it won't be that hard. I will lose everyday if it means that you will be yourself. You have nothing to live up to, nothing to prove. Baby, be real for me. Do you even know that you're acting or has the deceiver been telling you that is who you are? That is not who you are, Tigger. I fell in love with your heart of gold. What happened to my Tony.
I was driving the day before yesterday, and had this thought that who we were, who we are, and who we will be are never the same. It's like Rudy said, if we stop learning then we're no good. I don't even want to fathom what life would be like if nothing had changed in my life. There's the song "some of God's greatest gifts are unanswered prayers", but when will they sing about "some of God's greatest gifts are the worst".
I loved that video on God tube. Wasn't it absolutely beautiful? Well, I think I've spoken my mind, and hopefully I'll get a good nights sleep.
Sweet Dreams Friends!